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Serious Ever thought of suicide ?

Started by Oldboy, Oct 17, 2015, in Life Add to Reading List

  1. JMG
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    JMG

    Oct 17, 2015
    Grow up @Kevin.. this type of posting isn't welcome on s80. ive seen you insulting members all week. Just stop. At least keep it in off topic.
     
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  2. JMG
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    JMG

    Oct 17, 2015
    And.. at one point i never would of dreamed of even thinking about suicide. things got rough and the thought actually came in my head.. and i started to understand why people actually do it.
     
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    Kevin Migo

    Oct 17, 2015
    You're not a mod you insane b------, don't ever tell me what to do. Take your weirdo a--- somewhere else. Doesn't concern you.
     
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    JMG

    Oct 17, 2015
    Im a plus member and a supporter looking out for the forum and someone needed to stand up to you. Thats all im saying though because I won't take part in your derailing of this thread.

    Sorry everyone.
     
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  5. Kevin
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    Kevin Migo

    Oct 17, 2015
    Good on you man. Glad you're better. Appreciate your honesty and realizing I meant no harm.
     
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  6. TheBlackSheep
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    TheBlackSheep TDOSS is RAP AOTY.

    Oct 17, 2015
    It's all good.
     
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  7. Ordinary Joel
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    Ordinary Joel Happiness begins when selfishness ends

    Oct 18, 2015
    Never had suicidal thoughts but I've always thought about my mortality and existence and wonder if I'm actually here for a reason and what my purpose is in life.

    You could call it an existential crisis or something.
     
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  8. Alchemist34
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    Alchemist34 DO MY HEAD

    Oct 18, 2015
    I haven't thought of suicide but like when I've held a gun sometimes I think what if I just quickly point it at my head and pull the trigger or if I'm on a high rise building balcony I think like imagine if I jumped off right now and look down. But not in a depressed way
     
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  9. Cyreides
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    Cyreides gfy

    Oct 18, 2015
    More than what is probably normal
     
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  10. Oldboy
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    Oct 18, 2015
    i cant lose you :emoji_slight_frown:
     
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  11. Cyreides
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    Cyreides gfy

    Oct 18, 2015
    dw

    i very much doubt I'll be killing myself anytime soon. i ain't going anywhere
     
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  12. mow
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    mow long live flippa

    Oct 18, 2015
    yeah, long time ago
     
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  13. Guma
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    Oct 18, 2015
    I was thinking about it few times before, but I can't see myself actually doing it. Life is too precious to give up on it like that, but on the other hand sometimes it's hard to keep going.
     
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  14. Reed Richards
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    Reed Richards

    Oct 18, 2015
    You can call me an emo little punk p---- but i almost tried it a while back ago until i met this kid...We arent friends no more but he put me in a better position in life. So yes i have thought about it, but i have legit never loved life more than i do right now.
     
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  15. Oldboy
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    Oldboy

    Oct 18, 2015
    im happy for you
     
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  16. Oldboy
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    Oldboy

    Oct 18, 2015
    d--- n-----, your life better now?
     
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    Reed Richards

    Oct 18, 2015
    Thanks man
     
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  18. mow
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    mow long live flippa

    Oct 18, 2015
    Well yeah, its just that i have many people around me who are facing way more and way harder obstacles than me. There was nothing about me or my situation i needed to worry about, it is funny how i had to watch a lot of s--- before i realized it.
     
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    K18 El Duderino Welcome to the Dopamine Dome

    Oct 18, 2015
    " what I did was stupid no doubt it was dumb, but the smartest s--- I did was take the bullets out of that gun"
     
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    DeletedAccount

    Oct 18, 2015
    @Koolo answer your own op, maybe?
     
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