Oct 18, 2015

no i never thought about it, im a happy person

 

Oct 18, 2015

im googling daily if science found a way to immortality actually

 

Oct 25, 2015

Ive had a few run ins with suicide, just to name two:
firstly, my uncle & secondly, my friend (who thankfully was stopped in time).

1. My uncle killed himself 2 years ago, he was always a very funny guy, but obviously it was him masking it all.
2. 4 years ago my friend, who was my closest friend at the time went through a very bad depression. i found all the blades he was gathering, i threw them all away & he started fighting with me, & one day i knew something wasnt right so i went to check on him, & he had slashed both arms vertically, so you can only guess what kind of state i found him in, he was unconscious & white as a ghost, i had to bandage both his arms to try & constrict/compress them the best i possibly could.
I called an ambulance, it was the longest time of my life. It mentally & physically drained me, i felt as if i was sat there for hours. Long story short, he barely survived. He wasnt in high school for months, i used to visit him every single day, i helped him get into therapy & as soon as he came back to school, he disowned me.

 

Oct 26, 2015

no,
not seriously, that'd be too selfish
I have my problems, some people on here know about them
i'm not exactly happy with my life but no I would not k--- myself

 

Oct 26, 2015

As suitable as it is those lyrics aren't actually referencing suicide

 

Oct 26, 2015

"cause i'da killed them, s--- I woulda shot kim and them both, it's my life, I'd like to welcome y'all to the eminem show"

 

Oct 26, 2015

Murder isn't suicide

Let's not make this a big thing... was just pointin it out

 

Oct 26, 2015

nah man I was just expanding on your point, I agree

 

Oct 26, 2015

I know

 

Oct 26, 2015

Oh ha sorry bro just finished a graveyard shift can barely spell my name right now tbh

It's also referencing him allegedly pistol whipping the bouncer

 

Oct 26, 2015

It's fine fam, I probably should of said it instead of quoting it, sorry man

 

Oct 26, 2015

All good brah

 

Oct 26, 2015

I have too much responsibility to leave, too many people count on me for me to k--- myself

 

Oct 26, 2015

I've had suicidal thoughts for eight years, though lately things have been getting a little better and I've been more positive.

 

Oct 26, 2015

The power of SXN80 mate.

 

Oct 26, 2015

i've thought of @Narsh committing suicide

 

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Oct 26, 2015

do you have something you want to share @marshmallow?