Oct 22, 2015

9. Count on Hope (ropes)

the last track from my last project, [ropes], this is also a beat @Jet is making a song over. his version is dope, but completely opposite vibe from mine.
its interesting to see the two different approaches, his being way more chill. but i hadda go out w/ a b---.

Spoiler: lyrics

I don't count on my hope common sense has since spoke
It says I'm a sinner whose confidence prone
But they don't know they don't know that I've been broke
They don't know that I think that the coffin looks dope
man that's morbid I know
I'm off of my hopes man im off of my hopes
Some1 teach me the ropes man teach me the ropes

Inside of a twister my mind my commissioner
Alive in elixirs elated by energy
Who cares if they're sisters still f--- em together and f--- em then separately

Repeating what I have seen nuisance like buying whips
Husain to all of them noose hangs now vividly
Calling in sick just to dodge all they scrutiny
Draining my mom and my dad of their fluids
With all of my truancy
Comical Coonery, call it buffoonery,

Call it whatever you want it don't bother me
I'm off on my allowance like burglary

Trapped in tomfoolery

I'm not who I claim to be

Christ why they nailing me
Crossing me carelessly
It's like they don't care for me
I'm an arrogant entity

I don't count on my hope common sense has since spoke
It says I'm a sinner whose confidence prone
But they don't know they don't know that I've been broke
They don't know that I think that the coffin looks dope
man that's morbid I know
I'm off of my hopes man im off of my hopes
Some1 teach me the ropes man teach me the ropes

Beat me to punches I'll teach u to croak
This is my inside joke why are you trying to cope
Just leave me alone let me shatter like dope
Let me light up a dab and then vanish in smoke
Let me cry in her lap as she weans of the coke
Let me lean on her shoulder when bars bury souls
No barbarian but bought many and then swallowed em
Constantly ceasing to conjuring a win
Common sense speaking thru competency
I don't have any skills I can't make me a beat
I'm average at best every test proves me weak
Savages gather they want some of me
Some of this flesh all of them now have seen
In the summer I jest and in winter unseen
I'm hibernating, high and elated
God why keep me waiting
I'll join you gladly, I'm contemplating
Concentrating, condensation
Making me sweat
Can't handle the heat, perspiration
Never needed permission but playing it safe
Waiting till fate puts me inside a plane
Trained n then aimed to crash at the place
Where many will mourn my martyrly ways
I was raised in a motherly way
Coddled and now I'm deranged in the brain
This ain't the honesty u wanted now ayx2


I'm proud of it all yall are now all my therapists
No hourly rate man just download my tape
Can't stand all the breaks I just need me a cave
Like I'm batman enraged and then got me brace
Crawled out the Lazarus pit all unscathed
Django Unchained Gs move in silence my D in her brain
She giving me brain I'm blowing her mind
She's thinks this tame I can't keep up I'm behind
I see stuff in her eyes, stuff that I can't describe
So I comprise, I let all the lies
Flush out my spine
Rollin on time, high of some life
No ex to see ecstasy cuz she was my first time
Aging like wine, feeling divine, confessing my crimes, dodging the swine
Hope with all the nonsense behind we can dodge all the tropes
Cause karma to choke, cut consciousness off, the big lady spoke, singings probably close


I don't count on my hope common sense has since spoke
It says I'm a sinner whose confidence prone
But they don't know they don't know that I've been broke
They don't know that I think that the coffin looks dope
man that's morbid I know
I'm off of my hopes man im off of my hopes
Some1 teach me the ropes man teach me the ropes

ropes
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Oct 22, 2015

I'm proud of it all yall are now all my therapists
No hourly rate man just download my tape

 

Oct 22, 2015

Rollin on time, high off some life
No ex to see ecstasy cuz she was my first time



oh snap an ecstasy ex to see line, and this wa sback in august...am i better than eminem yet @JGolden ?? (or @Nickb15 i forget who was sayin that line was gr8 in the remix thread haha)

 

Oct 22, 2015

Lol nah that wasn't me.

 

Oct 22, 2015

Well, I'll have to call you a hypocrite then...

 

Oct 22, 2015

all I said about the line was that it wasn't complicated/or a unique punchline, and deff didnt need Em to highlight lol.

Not to mention I used it better tbh, i said i had no "ex to see" b/c im talking about my first time w/ a chick in that part. therefore there was no ex. to see. get it!! *em voice* haha

 

Oct 22, 2015

fyer

 

Oct 23, 2015

ok this haaard

 

Oct 23, 2015

 

Oct 23, 2015

Nice song. Good slow beat.

 

Oct 23, 2015

I enjoyed this when I first heard it a while back. One of my favourite tracks from you.

 

Oct 23, 2015

 

Oct 24, 2015

10. Out of Space (twisted serenade)

firs track on my 2sides EP, definitely as good as stay alive or birdie fly
that drop @ the beginning

Spoiler: lyrics

I pushed through stints of suicide sprints
Soon suit & tie loomed over everything
Who am I to scrutinize serenity
Twisted serenade sanctity traded for
Fame, failure fought off in favor of
All these glamour I stammer I stutter
I wonder I ponder I pause for the camera
uh
stand over her as she swallows my rubble
my hubble thats double for phallus I’m callous to classes
Im classist Im classy Im cashing in chances with Aphrodite in Hades
I met her their safely used to me entering
Lucifer aint even stop me from entering
Or check my baggage i passed it by entrance
It’s like Im a regular, f---ing on Helena
Helluva of hello my halo is higher up
Having it on is like carrying moons Id rather consume like a thousand more shrooms
I’m rather confused by the babble bout who’s on the saddle to cruise past the madness that moves
Man mans is so crude and d--- d--- I wish you had knew
Im only being this rude cause your cute when your you
And the you that I knew I haven’t seen since last June

Mind over matter aint matter to you
Your mind got me harder turned matter to wood
I wish that you would I wish that I could
Forget from a pill, IM Forgetful as h---
But upset bout a day I can’t change it and well
Im wishing in wells
She’s wishing me we’ll
h---, smokin on Ls
Swell, spells casted so fast
Im fallin in drugs, she’s smoking on love
You answered like look
Youre cancerous too, I’m cancerous too
Burning the midnight oil alone
...got me to improve
depend on myself sell ounces a few
drown all the truces in gallons of booze
burn all the bridges rip bandages off
turn the elixirs to water thats not
clear but its dark
muddy like thoughts muddled with clouds
haze that i spark is talking its loud
i smoke till i blah
i smoke till i blah
hope isn’t allowed
sever the thought
thats why the elixirs
erasing my heart
irreparable start
separable souls sought something surmised
but nothing was there

all of it hid like hyde (like hi!)
and I’m jekyll the fickle alive (a lie!)
bicker till wick is aflame (a flame!)
failing to see this as positive change


IM back in the booth and I’m rapping 2 u
Im ravaging savage like jackson i might go just jack son for packages
beat it, checking my stamina standard is im armed with a camera
cheesing on cam for the fans insta gram I’m planned I’m designed I’m destined for drama now
Hannah Montanana listenin to trapper girl
Transmuting the anecdote
Transmitting through the radio my audio airborne
All of you hear long winded when I came on
But rescinded when I penned this rare form
Hereon heron half mixed with some gray stuff
Take some, heat some, inject, blast off and blast off
Ascended past heaven past my mom’s mom
and my dad’s mom was holding on for mad long
i saw into the future and it was only like a mile long
my time is being usurped i need to do with it what i can now
Damaged, d--- it aint you want something more my messiah
Patience predicated purely on context - padawon pandering pandemonium
Panorama pictures snapping in my cranium - I got photographic failures


I’ve fought with the truth
i aint got a lot i can lose
rappin 2 u/back in the booth

look, i aint got a lot -- i can lose
i can prove that life is loose
i am soon to be sighing too
just listen quick there’s myan proof
that the roof exists there is an end
the truman show its all pretend
im stuck inside an acid binge
I’m sanctifying everything
My touch midas resembling
might as well wear necklace
f--- hecklers my heckler will neck your girl
inspect her turf, set the score
seven souls slipped silently
when you were eyeing me
life is cheap, so buy into it
im out of space in my entity

@Jehovah @FreeAgent @Packman @Fire Squad @yeezyfan11 @Nuredin B @Astro @Michael Myers @JG2 @Oliver Queen @red rum @El Duderino @DetroitSkills @ThyNeighbour @Marduk @ThatAwkwardGuy​

 

Oct 24, 2015

d--- this was pretty good. Wouldn't keep it over Birdie Fly and Stay Alive tho.

 

Oct 24, 2015

Your wordplay is crazy man, hard to keep up keep with the song when im still awed by the previous line.


I need to catch-up havent listened to some of the previous tracks; College work keepin me busy.

 

Oct 24, 2015

glad you liked it neighbour

ok this hard

believe it or not i wrote this, stay, and birdie fly in 1 sitting (on april 5th, 2015 according to my notes) in like less than an hour lol. also record the tracks that same session...and finished mixing them the next day.

(re-mixed all 3 for this project, but didnt record new vocals or anything)

college sucks like that sometimes

feel free to catch up whenever u can m8

 

Oct 24, 2015

So much 2sides EP material

 

Oct 24, 2015

(there were only 3 tracks on that ep)

(all 3 tracks are on this project (wherever they fit best) )


(the [ropes] EP has 3 tracks too, but i only included sounds b/c it was @Ozy's favorite, and count on hope b/c i liked da energy)

 

Oct 24, 2015

holy s---

 

Oct 24, 2015

@Narsh k--- em son