Feb 3, 2018 Lol I'm all good bro. The first few years of my 20's were rough but after going through the things I have(and I know how trite this sounds) it's only made me stronger. I watched my brother die in the most violent manner imaginable and was left to clean the s--- up myself(thanks to this country's incredible law enforcement). If I can get through that I can handle anything. I work with a LOT of people. And yeah, that's all the norm but I'm around to see the divorces, the ugly custody battles, losing the house, realizing they hate their careers and going back to school.... all at 35. Trust me when I say you aren't missing out on a f---ing thing.
Feb 3, 2018 f---, I'm sorry to hear about your brother. I can't imagine what it'd be like to lose a sibling, but I'm glad you're able to keep at it in life after something that terrible. My friend's sister was killed by a drunk driver (who had multiple DUIs but was for some reason still allowed to drive, thanks again America) a few years ago and I watched him go through h--- but he's emerging from it stronger, wiser, and more motivated than he's ever been. I think something that awful forces you to "grow up" no matter how old you are and realize the gravity of life. And lol honestly you're right about the marriage thing. Out of all the weddings I have comin up/people I know who've gotten married I recently I think I only trust one to last. I'm far from rushing to get married/settle down, it's just a strange transitory period watching people do all this s--- and I'm just like "d--- I can't even imagine being ready for that at this age."
