Jan 24, 2017 reading about this now, i'm gonna ask my doctor about it and try and get it. sounds exactly like what i need, I've been prescribed some p---- melantanin s--- before and that honestly could have been flour pressed into a pill and i wouldn't know. said it was s--- so they gave me some circadin (?) trash did the same as the last one, absolutely nothing. Side effects of Mirtazapine sound good though, similar sounding to xanax but i'm reading it's nowhere near as bad/addictive. How bad would it be though if i took 1 a day over a month or two though? yeah i think its substance addiction for me or something. just often get really irritable if i'm doing s--- i don't want to/have to do/out of my control and i'm sober. Or if i have to skip plans i've made, to do babysitting or whatever, really f---s me off these days and i'm usually rarely in bad mood/pissed off. Don't think my addiction is too big a problem considering a lot of the people i know though. like i mean its just weed at the end of the day, it's not like its that bad for you or anything. and i only do pingas/md like once every week or two, cut back on the drinking a shitload to the point it's almost once a month and i have 5 durries in one day and i'm like "holy s--- i am the durrie lord"
Jan 24, 2017 I'm about to do another sober month I think. I have substance abuse issues too but if I stop drinking I can stop doin gear. I love havin a detox every now and then especially after January there's too much drinkin and partyin cos a summer
Jan 24, 2017 Mirtazapine is an older tetracylic type anti-depressant so it is meant to be taken a dose per day. It's an NaSSA not an SSRI like Prozac and them so you won't get the usual side effects that come with those. It's not a benzo like xanax so it won't get addictive or build a tolerance but also won't get you high. The most common complaint is extremely vivid dreams which is kinda cool until you have a nightmare. It can make you hungry too It's an S4 scheduled drug so it's pretty easy to get a script
Jan 24, 2017 chit yeah! the eating thing sounds great too, because i've been smoking less my appetite's been r-----ed and i've been eating less. But i want to gain weight so it sounds like that will help. and i sleep well on xanax but when i did them nearly everyday for about a month that was weird cause i was sleeping for 8+ hours a night which is crazy good (for me) and eating a lot more, but after the month i had like junkie looking bags under my eyes and i was like oh s--- that's not normal. so i slowly stopped taking them over about 3 days which seemed to have f----- my brain for about a week. keen for this also. i dunno if your big on dreams, but i know if you want to dream more regularly/remember your dreams, make your phone wallpaper have the words "am I dreaming?" on it with fairly big text. that way everytime you check your phone you see that. That keeps the phrase fresh in your mind and when you're dreaming and you think/ask yourself "am i dreaming?" that's basically when s--- gets real f----- and you start going lucid or you get flooded with emotions/thoughts and you wake up disappointed as f---.
Jan 24, 2017 i'm not some kinda moral fa---- or fucken upstanding citizen by any means, but i just cant touch the gear. I've seen it f--- up too many peoples lives and i'm just like "i want no part in that". Even if i see like a friend of a friend doing it i just feel bad for them, evn tho i've tried it for s----s n gigs before. "one and done" as i call it.
Jan 24, 2017 10 years from now! That makes it 2027, in other words only 7 years away from the loooong awaited owlpacalypse
Jan 24, 2017 Look, if you had one date, or one dinner To give @shahidah everything she ever wanted, in one moment Would you capture it? or just let it slip? Yo, kens palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy There's designer brands on his sweater already: @shahidah 's spaghetti thats as far as i got before i got cancer
Jan 24, 2017 I think vic and qld might have different meanings for gear. Here it's just slang for drugs in general. What you just said really sounded like you were talkin about the shabs haha I'm not doin that s--- haha
Jan 25, 2017 You will still be here replying to your other accounts about Australia or whatever you talk about
