Aug 20, 2015

do you take any drugs, like speed or acid or cocaine m8?

 

Aug 20, 2015

When I first stopped smoking weed everyday I had bad anxiety for a while

My problem anymore is that I can't go anywhere without drinking first or go to school without popping 25mg addy's

 

Aug 20, 2015

I've got extremely severe anxiety issues, to where I'll physically tremble and shake when I'm too flustered, which happens a lot.

 

Aug 20, 2015

Nope don't drink and have smoked maybe 5 times my entire life.

 

Aug 20, 2015

I was perscribed Xanax for 5 years for anxiety, but I was recently switched to Klonopin. Benzo's are great for dealing with that stuff.

 

Aug 21, 2015

I've had bad anxiety for a few years now. Most of the time it's not too bad but sometimes it triggers panic attacks. I drink a lot and pretty much accepted that I'm an alcoholic and I think this has caused it to become worse. Especially after days when I drank a lot, the anxiety is terrible. I usually take xanax or klonopin to help take the edge off but I wouldn't recommend it to anyone because they are very addicting and if you don't have will power you're f-----.

 

Aug 21, 2015

Yep this is exactly like me. I'm not good at putting myself outside of my comfort zone at all. I'm slowly becoming more social and outgoing but I'm still far from becoming 'normal'. I generally over-think scenarios too much and that causes negative thoughts. Generally start to sweat and have butterflies in my stomach when that happens which of course like you said, results in little-to-no conversing and no eye contact.

 

Aug 21, 2015

I think my drinking is what causes it sometimes

 

Aug 21, 2015

I have it and it sucks

 

Aug 21, 2015

This

 

Aug 21, 2015

phenibut is god's drug for anxiety

 

Aug 22, 2015

Funnily enough I think drugs killed any anxiety I ever had. I literally couldn't care less about anything. Things that would make me cringe in embarrassment in the past I totally forget about within 24 hours. It's really strange and started when I came out of a heavy 2 week binge (acid 5x, DMT 10-12x, MDMA 3x, mescaline 3x, ketamine 3x - usually combining two or more drugs and smoking weed all day every day on top of that) in May. Idk if I f----- up my brain chemistry for good because my attention span is also considerably worse and so's my memory (even after I've taken an extended break from all drugs including weed).

Acid always used to k--- any anxiety for 1-3 days after a trip any way. I'd feel like I was almost drifting/floating through life (physically) but also feel unstoppable (mentally). This is well after the trip has worn off and I've got some sleep etc. So I guess it makes sense that binging too hard on psychedelics and combining them with other drugs could bring a similar effect on permanently. I'm genuinely not sure I'll ever worry about anything ever again. Even stuff like getting in trouble with police or getting kicked out of uni. It's weird but cool at the same time. On one hand I feel like I've fundamentally changed as a person, and that's a very weird thought/realization. Especially now it seems permanent. On the other hand, if nothing ever bothers me I can never be unhappy, lol. It's like life on easy mode. It feels like I'm totally incapable of ever feeling any sort of anxiety again. It's manifested itself in me putting myself in several dangerous situations I never would have in the past. I think my life from here on out is going to be interesting.