Aug 30, 2017

ah okay yeah that makes sense, yeah I would like your dob and ssn pls

 

Aug 30, 2017

I had a regret, but I gave myself a chance to correct it.

Dropping out of college f----- me up. 9 years later I got my first college degree and I'm about to start working on my next one. So I'm regret free now.

 

Aug 30, 2017

I like where this is going

 

May 16, 2015

I lived with the regret of a lost loved one for the better part of the last 4 years. I was 15 and the only other person living at home when my father passed away. I was 11 years old when I first undertook the responsibility of caring for him. He was a severe alcoholic suffering from a serious case of pneumonia and poorly treated diabetes and related nerve damage in his legs and feet. He eventually reached the point where he couldn't even leave the house. That's when things got really bad. I spent a week with him trying to coax him out of a severe withdrawal. He hallucinated for days. I didn't call 911 because I had no idea what I was supposed to do. Eventually, I woke up one morning in his bed and he wasn't there enxt to me. I found him outside in the snow, alive, but barely. Called an ambulance immediately and he was put into a medically induced coma for 2 weeks to purge his system.

He struggled with alcoholism even more after that. His diabetes got worse. His feet were a mess. He cut his foot and didn't realize it and due to the lack of circulation it never healed properly which lead to a serious infection. Close to two years of frequent hospital visits for months at a time. His infection wore down his body. We wore down each other. I don't know how many times I had called an ambulance for my father over the years, but the worst times were when he would hallucinate. Fever induced or withdrawal induced, they were hard times. I shouldn't have been living at home and he shouldn't have had custody over me. When I found him deceased I felt like I had failed as a human being. From age 11 to 15 I spent every day in fear that he would die. I lived in a very f----- up situation where his well being was everything to me. Nearly every day I felt the anxiety that he would die and I would be alone. It eventually happened.

I've recently come to terms with it though. It was not my fault, nor was it his. It was a situation that had developed out of hand, he was sick and there's nothing I as a younger teenager could have done. Acceptance was really hard to come by, and I can't speak upon how I achieved it, but I no longer look back on the traumatic events I lived through as a fault in my life. It was an experience that I, unfortunately, had to live through, but it's allowed me to appreciate my life a lot more than I ever have.

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I've found happiness in myself dawg, s--- is so cash

 

May 16, 2015

I don't regret this, but I've done the same



I legitimately do not regret a single moment in my life so far because it has led me to be the person I am today and any mistakes no matter how severe have just helped me to grow as an individual

 

May 16, 2015

I regret dropping out of high school the most, was a bad time in my life

 

May 16, 2015

We must think a like.. I was going to post the same thing..lol only in gif form

 

May 16, 2015

This thread got me sad as f--- at the moment.

I've got some regrets... dropping out of high school being one of them. I try to not think about regrets though.

 

May 15, 2015

 

May 15, 2015

d--- near word for word how I feel bro

 

May 15, 2015

d--- thats deep.

I wish I had wore my retainer. I regret going out with this girl who had a huge crush on me but I was a FA douche at the time. Shes hot af now. I regret not getting into shape earlier. I regret not trying at all in highschool. I regret wasting time on video games.These sound so trivial lmao.

I regret never meeting my half brother.