Dec 19, 2020Sidenote: i will still post randomly here and there
Where im supposed to go from here?
"if hitler had a keyboard" ...is how i would sum my posting career..i was posting when Big country was tiny island, when immy was still swimming in his father..before em was on drugs..when kanye was a nobdy..before notifications was a thing..you had to work hard to find people who talk s--- to you...posting was a full time career..and i was the monster that wanted people to fear him..i didnt wanna be respected..i wanted fear...no one was safe, even hasman admin friend early on s80 who talked to me funny had to get it, we coulda talked it out, but i chose to post his nudes which he deleted and promised to never use the internet again .. from ruff and ama to dev one to slyk, i seen it all and nothing makes me motivated anymore.
but i was too aggressive, i was young and i was hungry....i know theres nothing funny, in exposing children and new mamas...but i had to put zippy in jail... i didnt want forums to be around me...if you had a forum i would either destroy you or buy you...i didnt want to sign up to forums, i wanted forums to sign me up...i wanted the red carpet i wanted the kneeling i wanted the fame i wanted the attention...but i also wanted the fear, its always the fear that fuel me...trolling people wasnt enough, i had to hire people to stalk people who talked s--- to me...people didnt even understand what they need to do, "you just want me to walk behind x for 3 days?"...i had to let people know whos hand to kiss...whos feet to lick...but....
something funny happened, i came to love you all...i am not sure when the change happened, maybe monsters grow into teddy bears if they are left alive long enough...i want to cuddle now...i am as soft as they get nowdays...you can s--- talk me all you want and i will try to talk it out, i am different, and i think its time for me to pass the torch, but is the torch passable? i feel like this is the end of my era, and because of this....my career began with Em, it has to end with Em....unless he makes another album in under a year...this will be the last thread i ever make....this is my farewell
Side B review (super early i know)
Black Magic 9/10
easily the best surprise in this album...a song about fame i think or fans..not sure...but addictive
Alfred 9.5/10
if it was 2 mins shorter woulda been 10
Tone deaf 10/10
you can drop this in mmlp and no one would know the difference...classic
Book of rhymes 10/10
last verse...enough said
fav b---- 9.5/10
classic
gun blazing 9.5/10
i thought this is a weak song on first listen...little did i know dre knows music more than me...he created another classic
gnat 9/10
classic
higher 10/10
this is one of the best thing Em ever made
these demons 10/10
look at higher
she loves 7.5/10
weakest song..but still b---
Killer 10/10
best hook of Em career
Zeus 9.5/10
Disco 10/10
not sure what to say..i will do something i never did before...im gonna rate Side B as his third best and push SSLP to 4th
Thank you Marshall..you made my life better...i will never pay you back what you did for me...i love you
Until next time @EminemSXN @BestMembers
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Dec 19, 2020
I guess this is just my way to officially say why i havnt been as active? I will stay posting randomly as i have been for the past year. But i feel i had to say i love yallThugLifer, SLAYAR, IDKENGLISH and 20 others like this.(This ad goes away when signing up) -
Dec 19, 2020
Been here since studioleaks. Off and on poster. Always dig your input and what you’ve done for the community. Salute man. Hope to see you come out of retirement sometime in the future. Won’t be the same without you.ThugLifer, IDKENGLISH, Ordinary Joel and 11 others like this. -
Dec 19, 2020
Imagine if hitler had a keyboard thoThugLifer, SLAYAR, Ordinary Joel and 10 others like this. -
Dec 19, 2020
Guys i will still be around. Just not making threads and be semi active -
Dec 19, 2020
Side B > sslpThugLifer, SLAYAR, IDKENGLISH and 8 others like this. -
Dec 19, 2020
C'mon, I'm still emotionally wrecked by last Mandalorian episode and now this? Sad hours.
We never really talked like that or interacted too much, just a few small talk convos here and there, but it was always fun to be around.
Farewell man, may the force be with you and see you on Monday!ThugLifer, Ordinary Joel, jankland and 8 others like this. -
Dec 19, 2020
Not what I wanted to wake up too ):
Any way, thanks for making a place to come to and talk about my favorite artists. I joined in 2015 and was basically obsessed with it for a solid 2-3 years. I don’t post as much as I used too but I always come by when any news about Eminem Kanye or anyone I like pops up.
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Dec 19, 2020
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Dec 19, 2020
So now u and solo both leaving? Time to resolve the issues, we need u both back posting f/tIDKENGLISH, Ordinary Joel, dkdnfbdjdkdddjdjfvcgfl and 7 others like this.(This ad goes away when signing up) -
Dec 19, 2020
Miss ya already manThugLifer, SLAYAR, IDKENGLISH and 6 others like this. -
Dec 19, 2020
I still remember being a huge Stan and all these new leaks kept happening back in 2011. I was so hype. Then I researched it a bit and came across @NotAfraidLeak_ on twitter and saw him threatening Royce and Paul lmaoooo. Then he tweeted join studioleaks.info to vote for what song to leak next.
I joined that site from day one, and pretty much lurked for two years just for the download section. I had no prior experience with any message boards or anything like that, so I’d take @nogger threads as legit info. Pathetic really but lmaoooo. That place was also so ruthless. I remember some dude getting exposed as like a cam whor- with his d-ck pics and everything. Then MMLP2 was gonna leak, so I started posting. Of course Koolo came through with that leak as well. Then I ended up here ever since.
what a legend Koolo is. Dude leaked not only Em, but forced Dre into releasing INAD. Leaked Game records while simultaneously taking food out of his kids’ mouths at the same time. Leaked Lupe. Leaked a bunch of other peoples s--- as well. He even had a song devoted to him on Bad Meets Evil. Classic.Sahil Kohli, nogger, Bojack and 5 others like this.(This ad goes away when signing up) -
Dec 19, 2020
I ain't ever retiring. Gonna have to bury me next to Derpy Jason with a Studio Leaks bannered headstone when I dieSLAYAR, Koke, Ordinary Joel and 5 others like this. -
Dec 26, 2020
Man I just got out of federal prison on Election Day and Em done dropped a b-----r.. I basically got side a and b together and as a whole I'm definitely impressed.. but sad to see @Koolo go man, heard @M Solo hanging it up too; I see all these rapbasement vets saluting (I see you @Worm , @Mano )so I had to log in and say good luck and wish u nothing but the best.. everyone talks bout studioleaks but I remember @Koolo purchased the first available leaked version of Recovery or tried real hard to during end of RapBasement days.. good times... hope all is well with you guys and Merry ChristmasLast edited: Dec 26, 2020Zeugma, Ordinary Joel, Thy and 4 others like this.(This ad goes away when signing up) -
Dec 30, 2020
@Koolo I'll come back if you stay.SLAYAR, Marshall III, RetiredAccount and 3 others like this. -
Dec 19, 2020
Very emotional post. I feel like we always had the same poster instinct. Not to compare though. You are probably the only poster I would put above myself. I know the feeling when there is nothing left though.. Time to make a retirement section cause I'm right behind you.Koke, Ordinary Joel, Stantastic and 3 others like this. -
Dec 19, 2020
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Dec 31, 2020
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Dec 25, 2020
Logged in for the first time in years and this what I see. Also, Side B slaps. I no longer hate Future and Young Thug (as much as I used to) (who was that dude I used to argue with over that?) ... Still a Drake stan. Originally came here from JColeNation. Still worshipping Kenny and Cole Post Malone and Jack Harlow my new artist MVP’s. Anyway - hope y’all are living blessed.