Jul 25, 2024
@CreativeSXN
I wanted to buy you diamonds but I couldn't afford the ring
had to settle on the moissanite, I hope that it still blings
I've been a bad son, I've been a bad father
I've been a bad man, I've been a bad partner
I don't check in like I used to
I just wanna be alone and do the s--- I used to
Like sit outside, with my coffee, watch the birds sing
Chase it with a shot of whiskey just so I can feel the sting
so whats it mean? I'm a young man but got an old soul
I don't wanna work a job, I just wanna rot at home
until my brain bleeds, and dementia bores it's hole
10 years ago, this woulda been my suicide note
but now I've got too much to leave behind up on this empty earth
that's why it hurts, so when you hear this, please don't think that I'm a jerk
I'll make it work
just like the way I always did
but the grind is feeling different ever since I had a kid
