Dec 8, 2015 @Luke I can honestly say that for me, being with friends and doing typical teenage s--- like drugs really makes me appreciate life. I don't care if that's an unhealthy life, it's one that I enjoy. If someone asked me if I wanted to relive this last year I'd say yeah, and I hope it continues. You just have to find what you enjoy, and make every effort to constantly be around that thing or person. My comments may be negative, but they're true. Life is s-----y and it was s-----y of your parents to force another creature into consciousness, but while you're here do whatever you can to make it as enjoyable an experience as possible because after this you'll be as nonexistent as before you were born. In my eyes life is like going to Disney world when you're poor, you only get one shot so go there and tear up as much s--- as possible, have as much fun as you can at anyone's expense because at the end of the day the only thing that keeps life from being s-----y is moments of happiness and death. Idk that's how I feel at least
Dec 8, 2015 I've been low enough to think about it myself but I don't think I could ever go through with it. It would hurt the people I love too much. My kids, my friends, my family. And my problems sure as h--- aren't their fault. Just think about it this way man: there are people in this world that have it so much worse. Blind people, paralyzed people, people with ALS that can't move and know they'll slowly fade away in a few years. Be thankful that you're healthy at least. Suicide doesn't end the chance of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better.
Dec 8, 2015 Life isn't pointless. Life is whatever you make it. Things will always get better. Spoiler Also add DJ Khaled on Snapchat, his snapchat stories are always amazingly s---, worth a laugh
Dec 8, 2015 I spent my late teens/early twenties experimenting with drugs and doing crazy s---. It helped get a lot out of my system and I don't regret it at all.
Dec 8, 2015 @Luke I was just like you. I hated my life. I had a lot of problems. Recently, things got better, and I've been feeling happier than ever recently. Things will get better man, trust me.
Dec 8, 2015 I swear your a teenager right? If u are this s--- is just a phase if u was gonna do suicide u wouldn't be having the mindset to post for help on a forum
Dec 8, 2015 What's wrong with posting it on a forum? We are all people, this is just a way to communicate with each other
Dec 8, 2015 "d--- my life sucks, I'm not sure if I even want to continue... Better ask a hip-hop forum what to do" yeah doesn't seem genuine, sorry.
Dec 8, 2015 Tbh yeah. I can honestly say right now if all my friends and family dissapeared I'd probably just buy a lot of heroin and acid and overdose. But I got a little brother to think about, a cousin, a nephew, a mom, a dad, a two pairs of grandparents, some amazing friends... Just too many people who see me as a positive and fun guy who'd be devastated if I passed, so I do s--- to occupy my time and make days go by faster instead. My plan for tonight is to get drunk and go for a walk, look at Christmas lights. Christmas lights are one of those little things that I enjoy, so I know today's gonna be a good day. And those are what makes life worth living tbh.
Dec 8, 2015 when i listen to songs like these i realize i am the f---in man and stop being a b---- if im ever at that point
Dec 8, 2015 Can a mod make this thread live so when people stop replying he can see first hand what death is like
Dec 8, 2015 this isn't a "hip-hop forum". this is a community of people who I (usually) trust the advice of. yes we talk about music but behind each computer screen is a real person who i hope can come here and show me that the way I'm thinking isn't how it'll always be. you're all older than me so i assumed you'd have some knowledge and be happy enough with your lives to share that with me. this thread has made me think about it.
