Dec 12, 2015

Little things like "where the f--- did i put my keys" is acceptable, but when you start getting mad at raw meat products i think thats cause for concern

 

Dec 13, 2015

i don't even think it's a problem then as long as you're not under the delusion that someone else is talking to you or something.

it's a good way to work out solutions to problems and to fill the silence. I can't stand to think my thoughts internally when I'm alone, it's too quiet. so I basically externalize my entire inner monologue whenever I'm alone.

I think out mini convo's all the time too, how I'd respond to certain questions, paths of logic in an argument, things I'm angry about etc. think out my responses to things and analyze things going on at the current moment. I can almost basically vent my thoughts too because I'm externalizing, even if it's to no one, vs just thinking it. It helps to actually say s--- sometimes and can make me feel better...

do very little to none of this in public tho, because people think you're crazy when you do. the closest i usually get to any of that is when I'm frustrated and I'll say stuff like "s--- that's not what I need" and I'm like by myself at a store looking for something and can't find it. I think I constantly swear at random inanimate objects when things don't work right. like this morning, my ipod kept slipping off my lap this morning while I was sitting at my computer in my chair and kept unplugging the cord... so I'd be listening and then suddenly it would just out of nowhere f---ing slip and unplug and instantly the music would stop and I'd yell at it for being a MFer/b----/c---- etc., pick it back up, plug it in and put it somewhere better hoping it wouldn't fall again.

 

Dec 12, 2015

My friend tends to mumble s--- to himself. I have a habit of doing it also when I'm feeling agitated I think.

 

Dec 12, 2015

Sorta like me but I'd like to think it's more deep thoughts than anything.

 

Dec 12, 2015

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