Jan 11, 2016

Spoiler: lyrics

The brown kid got called sp**
Or that n----- not jokin
I'm Indian I'm focused
No prefix I'm that kid
I'm perfect my nose drips
I'm that sick, I snort s---
I sniff things I've coughed blood
I love drugs, got caught once
That's not enough Got caught again
My mamma should've aborted me
She never should've supported me
I let her down like forgery
On school tests I'm useless
I used to listen to ruthless
Records wreck the pretense
It's all their fault
It's all their fault
they gave me love
It's all their fault They coddled me
It's not my fault When I am buzzed
I'm lost inside a muddy cup
It's hard to see inside this box
It's genetics get it leave I
Alone so I can get high
I just wanna get by
Not excel f--- excel
I never gave a f--- bout numbers
It's not my fault I'm an angel
Dust inside my arrogance
My narrative ain't fair to them
But I don't care
I carry on like Aryans
I don't care
I love the white the pair of them
And I'm aware
The blow and bars will cancel out
I've often thought bout dropping out
The pills have filled my conscience now
I love em despite the hate they cause
I love to spite my native cause
I love to list out all my flaws
I'm excused inside this alcohol
Stuck inside metaphorical
I gotta pass it lateral
I caught a charge now static I'm
Stuck until they sort it out
The judge my trust inside the law
Ain't grown as much as lost it all
I've sewn myself shut from them all
I know I've messed up everything
I'm sorry mom for everything
I'm sorry dad my everything
I just hope they see I'm genuine
I just hope don't pray tho lost religion
Cope with bud I copped prescriptions
For coughs I've had since I was six and
Now it's for a muddy cup
I've got it all so I'm fed up
with myself for my lack all love
For my privilege I got the gall
To get high just so there's a fall
I let life fly see you all
When I'm dead and gone
My head is strong no I'm headstrong
I'm strung out so I get sum
More to smoke I'm the jetsons
That's high around my family
High when I should be saddled in
High to hide insecurities
Say goodbye to purity
I've said goodbye truancy
Abusing these hallucinogens
Infusing with me a few mood swings
Don't stop the beat I ain't through with it
I've felt I should've been so rich
Therein lies my arrogance
Where can I go to get out of my skin
I'm drinking I'm smoking I lost in a binge
I'm winking I'm joking but crying within
I couldn't be more blunt if I was lighting something
I couldn't be more clear that shouldn't be singing
But I'm singin again
I'm drinkin the gin
I've been with the sin since simplicity missed me
I'll soon have a kid that I hope will still love me
When I am fifty
A causality causally causing a shift
And a rift in the blueprint
When I was a kid I know I that they loved me
These thoughts are a bungee
They're snapping me back to reality
I'm falling and all them ain't willing to catch me
And I understand why they're happy
With letting me splatter
I'm stuck in the banter
I've gave them karma

I can only sit and wait for my curtain call
I've been contemplating whether I'll just force the fall

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enjoyy

 

Jan 12, 2016

and who else f---s with me in the @CreativeSXN can u join the simhaSXN group so that i can tag u guys when i post new music instead of the whole section? ill still use the section tag for like projects i guess but this would be dope for loose tracks/verses/collabs etc

 

Jan 15, 2016

gotta work on new music this weekend. gotta drop a new project to mark 2016 for the @SIMHAsxn fam as soon as possible

 

Jan 11, 2016

I can only sit and wait for my curtain call

that line is one of the first i've heard u sing on something that was in tune. and i'm not dissing that is a great thing. means your delivery and vocal control is getting better.

 

Jan 11, 2016

d--- you fit a lot into this, you could've maybe took a few things out to slow down your delivery. Felt rushed in bits.

But overall a chill track.

 

Jan 11, 2016

thanks for listening/the feedback btw. glad you guys enjoyed it

 

Jan 11, 2016

The brown kid got called sp**
Or that n----- not jokin
I'm Indian I'm focused
No prefix I'm that kid
I'm perfect my nose drips
I'm that sick, I snort s---
I sniff things I've coughed blood
I love drugs, got caught once
That's not enough Got caught again

This part was f---in great.