Sep 11, 2016

Shaking out of fear of my life
No one else is near my mind
Thoughts spin around like a typhoon
A part of my mind wants to die soon.
oh but f--- mom I can't hurt you
I know that it would absolutely murder you
How you, would go on I just can't imagine
I'm just tired of being a man so massive
It look's like I took my face and gassed it
I ask s--- but no one can grasp it
A cycle of polarized dopamaine
My ability to be hopeful swings
I wish I could get a dose for coping
But I'm seeing a light down the tunnel
And I gotta get to it right now can't stumble
I would do anything to escape this this cell
I'm gonna raise all kinds of h---.

(Devil on my shoulders going oh well)

Also if there's a different section writing should go in I apologize, I don't visit sxn80 as much as I should.