Oct 11, 2016

They're probably just busy with life tbh. Don't get too hung up over this and try to keep yourself busy.

 

Oct 11, 2016

I think you guys are just thinking about it too much. Everyone gets busy and you get more busy the older you get. Not only that but people have completely different schedules to others. Think of working a 9-5 job that kind of requires a bit of physical labour. When you finish I'm sure the last thing on most peoples minds is which friend theyre gonna call to hang with and more so think "f--- i want to go home" just an example.

I used to feel like this at times, but I think as I've grown older i've started to understand that time away from friends makes you enjoy it more the next time you chill.

 

Oct 11, 2016

People got busy lives nobody got time to nurture your feelings just do you and don't worry so much.

 

Oct 11, 2016

Exercise is a good way to keep busy and active as well. Maybe pick up a new hobby or take on a sport?

Or focus on your studies. Just try to focus on yourself for a bit I reckon.

 

Oct 11, 2016

I usually never think of it as too big of a deal


Except when I wake up and OJ hasn't liked any of my posts, then I debate ending it all tbh

 

Oct 11, 2016

You're one of the best posters when you're not shitposting @Coco. We need to see this side of you more m8.

 

Oct 11, 2016

People s---. Say f--- it, consider it a blessing and focus on yourself.

 

Oct 11, 2016

I feel you on the depression OP. I understand the feeling all too well. And I know what it means to feel desperate enough to put serious consideration into suicide. Just keep doing what you need to do in life and handling business and friends will fall secondary to that. If they got love for you, they'll always be there.

 

Oct 11, 2016

No one has texted me first the past 2 weeks, and when my friends used to reply to me right away, they barely do now. I tried bringing it up to them, but I get ignored or the subject switched on. IDK what to do, it's put me into a bad depression lately. Actually considered killing myself this morning, though I never would. I didn't go go any of my classes today either.

 

Oct 11, 2016

I'm the polar opposite... My friends wanna hangout with me and I disappear on them for weeks at a time

I'm a bad friend tbh

 

Oct 11, 2016

Whew Joel and Partyboy renegaded this thread not much to add but some positive reinforcement

Keep yourself busy and productive you'll be surprised how much you can accomplish when your minds set on something. Youll probably become less attached to your phone or what others are doing and realize "wow this is probably how my friends feel" You don't like them any less and it makes the time you guys do get together that much more special.

Im not sure how you brought it up to your friends but I hope it wasn't confrontational. See it from their POV they're staying busy making strides in their life probably feel great and for you to come negatively worried only about yourself and your standards of what your friendship has to be isn't a good look... They're your friends if you/they really believe that you should be more than fine giving them space and time to self improve. They're not your friends to quench your need for others when you're suicidal or just bored its always a two way street that should be built out of mutual respect understanding and love for your fellow human

 

Oct 11, 2016

thank u bro I appreciate this.

I'm just super paranoid though and think they've moved on or something, but ur right

 

Oct 11, 2016

thank u I will keep this in mind

 

Oct 11, 2016

he was just another n----- on the hit list

 

Oct 11, 2016

if i didn't have a gf the only people who would text me are my parents, little sister, and co workers when they have questions/need s---

don't feel bad, s80 notis are better anyways

 

Oct 11, 2016

well, for some reason I haven't smoked any weed today. That might explain the lack of s--- toast, got a new avy lined up for when i power up and reach my final form tho

 

Oct 11, 2016

Its no problem at all fam. I understand paranoia too. I've went off on people that I'm lucky to even have in my life on some paranoid s---. Just because my brain jumps to irrational conclusions out of worry from time to time. But you live, you learn, and hopefully grow as an individual. Appreciate every bit of happiness and love you find in life and try to give it back to those that are worth it. All you can do. Good luck fam

 

Oct 11, 2016

Been listening to that song a lot recently. it's prolly not helping..

 

Oct 11, 2016

thanks. tbh I hope that's it, I get caught up in my lil bubble a lot but keeping busy is pretty difficult when my only interests seem to be listening to music.....