Oct 11, 2016 i got big plans. It would be an absolute shame if @Final and @Soldier got a verse from me, for a song, and it was just me singing the national anthem.
Oct 11, 2016 Whew Joel and Partyboy renegaded this thread not much to add but some positive reinforcement Keep yourself busy and productive you'll be surprised how much you can accomplish when your minds set on something. Youll probably become less attached to your phone or what others are doing and realize "wow this is probably how my friends feel" You don't like them any less and it makes the time you guys do get together that much more special. Im not sure how you brought it up to your friends but I hope it wasn't confrontational. See it from their POV they're staying busy making strides in their life probably feel great and for you to come negatively worried only about yourself and your standards of what your friendship has to be isn't a good look... They're your friends if you/they really believe that you should be more than fine giving them space and time to self improve. They're not your friends to quench your need for others when you're suicidal or just bored its always a two way street that should be built out of mutual respect understanding and love for your fellow human
Oct 11, 2016 I more feel like everyone watching me and plotting things against me or know something I don't
Oct 11, 2016 I'm the polar opposite... My friends wanna hangout with me and I disappear on them for weeks at a time I'm a bad friend tbh
Oct 11, 2016 I have friends I hate and just use because I don't know anyone else in some classes and they give me free s--- and it's amusing making them fight over things I caused and using one of thems connections. I'm a bad friend as well lmao but I'm good to the real 1s
Oct 11, 2016 I usually never think of it as too big of a deal Except when I wake up and OJ hasn't liked any of my posts, then I debate ending it all tbh
Oct 11, 2016 if i didn't have a gf the only people who would text me are my parents, little sister, and co workers when they have questions/need s--- don't feel bad, s80 notis are better anyways
Oct 11, 2016 Well I saw this dude at McDonald's today that I thought was one of my best friends but apparently he doesn't f--- w me anymore cause he made it obvious how he was avoiding me
