Feb 15, 2015

sunday afternoon thoughts

yes, that's me swagged out in the cover


lyrics:

Spoiler

it's the first day back at school
I already moved last afternoon
I already moved like yesterday
I already moved like last year
I move so much I'm vagabond
In tattered clothes with acid drops
I swear I wear the face of God
On my necklace my chain was bought
In India I'm in the cut
I was in a rut I smoked a blunt
There's new faces like everywhere
I used to wish I didn't care
I used to sit and eat alone
I joined a group I ain't say too much
I was lost in loops of haze and kush
I missed the way it used to be
I missed the ways you used to be
I missed the times we shared with each
Other lovers under sheets
Undercover surgeries
Stitching hearts like fantasies
Finals f---ing finally
Now it's time for summer all again
Except I got the news today
I'm movin I've got used to it
I've absolved to alter truancy
f--- a perfect record b
I'm infamous in consistencies
I make mistakes I let it be
I let t breathe I see the trees
I smoke the weed I hold a plea
I beg my mom like pretty please
Let me visit my visions bleak
I'm in the scene I'm not obscene
I try to adjust and such and such
My luck is up im in rut
I'm searching for another blunt
I'm lightening up I'm high as f---
I'm punchin walls got Midas touch
Got tears of gold in my irises
I'm eying on my entity
Identity ain't interesting
I'm lost Inside the tentative
My temperament ain't hesitant but circumstance circumvented it
I'm surfin past all my enemies
I'm riding beats so heavely
I'm recording in my room today
It's the first day and I'm back at it
I'm a rap addict I got packs packaged
Like d--- that an expansive habit
I'm in trance rented out cabins
I log in with your b---- she planted
Her pot on top of my seed to sprout it
I'm hurt now cause she seemed to doubt it
I teach her Phonics we speak Ebonics
I'm brown so honest I drop the bomb it's not demonic but candor obviously
Pander novelties but tread with clarity
I'm happy honestly
Jaded joyousness but chase it often when
We drink and party it's hardly part of it
But mom and pop also added problem when
They couldn't understand the stress
I wept like Willows whipping trees
Mess with my mind like myan schemes
I wanted out cuz I wanted in
I was lost inside an awkward binge
But now I'm in and I'm out of it
I'm dazed I'm blessed im tolerant
I got this s--- cuz I'm patient now I'm reaping what I sowed within

@Jet @LasiK @Creation @Enigma @Radeem @Michael Myers @Meero @helpmefam @Grimace
i swear ill stop spamming this section for at least a few days after this

 

Feb 15, 2015

I like this beat. better than some of your recent work.

I remember there was this time period for like a month or two when your mixing was like incredible. what happened to that..? I think you said you were doing it yourself.

idk if it's your delivery or just your voice but I like how it sounds at 2:08 for those few seconds versus when your stressing your voice, sounds better imo

 

Feb 15, 2015

ive worked with a few different people who were able to get my s--- sounded great -- and i lucked out a few times myself too.

but for the most times its a miss when i gotta do it myself

 

Feb 15, 2015

you don't have set mixing presets? what I do when I get like a perfect sounding mix, is I just save it as a preset

 

Feb 15, 2015

"I use to sit and eat alone" --- I cry every time

 

Feb 15, 2015

No mention? @Narsh

 

Feb 15, 2015

I can never seem to get consistant dry vocals so I isually need to do it from ear. Like if I record in my room, or in the living room, or in the past if I recorded with that s-----y gaming headset

 

Feb 15, 2015

well yeah, you can always build or strip from the preset. not saying it has to be exactly the same but it certainly helps as a starting step

 

Feb 16, 2015

truuu...i should take mixing a lot more serious than I do.

 

Feb 16, 2015

The lyrics remind me of Logic.

 

Feb 16, 2015

this is actually pretty good, you dont sound brown at all lol

 

Feb 16, 2015

sounds too overpowering, too much going on, I can't even focus on the lyrics because of that beat and the mixing is woat, you sound mad out of breath.

But not bad still

 

Mar 1, 2015

yeah if you peep anymore of my stuff you'll see that the s-----y mixing/rough cuts are the common trend lol. i basically use this soundcloud as training ya kno..for when i stop recording with this ghetto rig i currently have and move up in the world to half-way decent studio/work with a producer IRL and not just online.

appreciate the feedback tho fam

hahah best compliment ever? i think so

 

Mar 2, 2015

Dope track @Narsh

 

Mar 2, 2015

good looks fam

 

Mar 3, 2015

u sound like a gay black dude lol

 

Mar 3, 2015

biting thug so hard

 

Mar 24, 2015

this is probably one of my favorite things ive ever done

 

Mar 24, 2015

this is like the least like thug ive ever sounded

 

Mar 24, 2015

I don't listen to young thug I was just trying to be obnoxious. sorry it's been a long day I've been up and down the city on busses reading about xylanthia listening to tpab and ludaversal