Oct 3, 2015

For like the past 2 months I have been constantly bored. Like in a sense of im bored with all of my relationships, bored of all my stress (if that makes sense) just generally bored of life. I also think of the academic years infront of me and I keep asking myself if I can really be bothered to Graduate and then just have a 9-5 job until I die. Like I dont feel like there is anything for me to do now in life. Im not suicidal or anything I'm just meh. It's probably why im so active on here recently I've got nothing to do outside of lectures. I usually tell my dorm mates/friends that I've got a headache to avoid going out and when I get dragged out I'm so negative. Even with chicks I'm less talkative than I usually am. Like i've got to read like 3 books for UNI and i just cba since I don't see a point cos I'm gonna die anyway. Any advice?

When i say Bored it's more like blank. I feel like this >


Music only thing I cba for and Idek why

 

Oct 3, 2015

get a job in music and your problem is solved

 

Oct 3, 2015

too late for that

 

Oct 3, 2015

i was in the same mood during the beginning of the year for a few weeks. it just went away.
alcohol doesnt really help tbh

 

Oct 3, 2015

Ricky g became a star after he hit 40

never too late...go s--- some d-ck now

 

Oct 3, 2015

nah dude. hows it too late? what are you doing now? also how old are you?

 

Oct 3, 2015

 

Oct 3, 2015

Bruh I'm not gonna lie, this is exactly how I feel right now. In my community college, we just had our exams, out of which I'm failing Chemistry and Physics. It isn't because I'm bad in academics, it's just that I don't find any point in it. I know that even if I do well right now, I'll probably find myself working in a s-----y a--- cubicle writing code for somebody. And the worst part is I don't even have a part time job! My parents are paying for everything! My tuition, my apartment, my food, everything! And I don't even feel like repaying them back by getting this lame a--- degree that THEY want me to get. And this feeling literally crushes me.

At this rate, I'm afraid that I'll never be able to earn anything in life. I got fired from most of the part time jobs I took cause of my attitude. That's why I'm online most of the time too. s---'s just not clicking. That feeling of gratification ain't there.(yeah even though I've had most things handed to me)

 

Oct 3, 2015

 

Oct 3, 2015

I've already spent money on my UNI course now man, 21 and Game Design/Computer Science

 

Oct 3, 2015

21 aint too late for anything dude. finish this course then you're free to do whatever. you don't need to go to school for music, theres so much s--- out there involved with music that you could do or look into doing. get a midi keyboard and start f---in around with it in your spare time, who knows what could happen.

 

Oct 3, 2015

your a child still n-----

 

Oct 3, 2015

I've had all my s--- handed to me on a plate I've never really had responsibility tbh. I've always been lazy in academic s--- like I was always in top set and I was predicted A's and B's but I never revised and I didn't care in the exams and ended up getting C's. When i was with my ex she kinda motivated me and I retook some important s--- like English & Maths and I got A's in both but now I just cba. Like i dont care about having kids or anything or even getting a job since It's not really worth anything.

 

Oct 3, 2015

im 21 and finished college for graphic design, thinkin about going back next year for marketing or business management or something.

might switch it up and do something completely different too. who knows n-----

 

Oct 3, 2015

isn't Game Design somewhat interesting. I am studying CE and the first year was kinda mehh

 

Oct 3, 2015

I feel old af man.

 

Oct 3, 2015

Yeah it is but It's boring me Like everything i'm doing is boring me its f---ing weird. I've never felt like this before

 

Oct 3, 2015

I think op is just secretly bored with the site and nothing else better to do.

 

Oct 3, 2015

I aint got the money to do several courses right now man. Uni costs like 9k depending on the course

 

Oct 3, 2015

the only thing going to uni/college gives you is the legal ability to put some letters after your name on your business card. theres a s--- load of free resources for education. pick up something to do with music in your pass time and just work on it whenever you feel bored.