Nov 2, 2016

Right now I'm feeling a light 21 to a strong 22

To be fair I use to say there was no way id do this s--- until 18 but I'm still here at 20 so there's some room for error

What about you?


BONUS QUESTION: How will you go about suicide? Answer in the poll above.

I've considered bleach but when it came down to it the thought of my body reacting to me trying to k--- myself and not letting anymore down before I get to a lethal dose is scary. Like you're alive but worse.

Jumping seems cool the only thing that has me all f----- up about it is the last few moments when you're in the air I wonder what runs through your head

Not a fan of hanging that just seems cruel

Gun shot is possibility to but very messy and I feel for those who'd have to clean up my mess

 

Nov 2, 2016

Suicide doesn't have to be seen so negatively or like someone is trying to escape life.

I for one get bugged out by how weird existence is sometimes.
Whenever I'm in a big crowd of people watching their movements I feel "lost" in a sense like none of this makes sense...

How we feel we know so much but really know so little. We don't have any of this figured out...

Are we living out our intended purpose?

 

Nov 2, 2016

Just lie down in the tub, at least it won't be messy

 

Nov 2, 2016

autoerotic asphyxiation at 27

 

Nov 2, 2016

You mean like drowning in the tub or lying down in the tub and killing myself?


Drowning seems very difficult unless tied down or on a heavy downer.

Gun shot in tub is a little tricky I feel I'd be to Idk the word....I'd feel to s---t myself standing up if it makes sense

Bathroom cleaners are pretty goat now a days though so I see what you mean

 

Nov 2, 2016

27 club seems great. What is that will you explain "autoerotic asphyxiation"

 

Nov 2, 2016

at the age of 70, in my study with a roaring fire on the hearth, with a cigar and vintage single malt scotch whiskey and a single bullet to the dome, splattering my brains all over my neatly laminated classic map of the world which will be situated directly behind my desk

 

Nov 2, 2016

wow what a great post

 

Nov 2, 2016

idk if i were to do such a thing i'd like to delay it a year and just a complete and udder a------ doing whatever i want without fear of consequences for like a good year

 

Nov 2, 2016

if i was you, i woulda probably took my life at childhood due to drinking some sort of house cleaning chemical out of stupidity

 

Nov 2, 2016

what do u mean

were all killing ourselves rn

slowly

 

Nov 2, 2016

saw a clickbait story on a guy who was gnna k--- himself so he spent a month blowing the rest of his money on strippers and coke in mexico

then he decided to keep living instead lol

 

Nov 2, 2016

Saw this as well

 

Nov 2, 2016

The one problem with this though is you have to make sure to avoid legal trouble. jail time can really derail your plan


Although when I'd lay in jail a common thought at night was "wow I could so tie a sheet to this post and k--- myself under the covers"

All the rooms have big cameras but the way the 2 double bunks were situated along with the lack of lighting and how many rooms there were to moniter I think it could be done easier than they tell you...

 

Nov 2, 2016

thats why you go out in a blaze of glory before the cops catch u, perfect way to end it like some irl gta s---

 

Nov 2, 2016

My plan was to OD on Tylenol but I liked the cop one better.

 

Nov 2, 2016

Were not black though I believe it would all end in a taser and lengthy jail sentence with chance of parole

 

Nov 2, 2016

Suicide via cop seems easiest if you have to many nerves to k--- yourself BUT a lot of things gotta go right luck really has to be on your side. Worst case scenario you're taken alive face a huge prison sentence and that's a whole nother ballgame

 

Nov 2, 2016

Ima turn shitposting into an art and join the 27 club.

 

Nov 2, 2016

Leaving everybody confused, meaning, being mean to everyone the day you about to do it, but have a magnum opus of the thing that you're good at. Then put Post Mortem Boredom by Kid Cudi on repeat, and just do it