Oct 11, 2016 No one has texted me first the past 2 weeks, and when my friends used to reply to me right away, they barely do now. I tried bringing it up to them, but I get ignored or the subject switched on. IDK what to do, it's put me into a bad depression lately. Actually considered killing myself this morning, though I never would. I didn't go go any of my classes today either.
Oct 11, 2016 They're probably just busy with life tbh. Don't get too hung up over this and try to keep yourself busy.
Oct 11, 2016 thanks. tbh I hope that's it, I get caught up in my lil bubble a lot but keeping busy is pretty difficult when my only interests seem to be listening to music.....
Oct 11, 2016 Exercise is a good way to keep busy and active as well. Maybe pick up a new hobby or take on a sport? Or focus on your studies. Just try to focus on yourself for a bit I reckon.
Oct 11, 2016 Yeah I really need to f---in excersize, I keep putting it off. never really could get into sports though, idk what's wrong with me.
Oct 11, 2016 People got busy lives nobody got time to nurture your feelings just do you and don't worry so much.
Oct 11, 2016 I feel you on the depression OP. I understand the feeling all too well. And I know what it means to feel desperate enough to put serious consideration into suicide. Just keep doing what you need to do in life and handling business and friends will fall secondary to that. If they got love for you, they'll always be there.
Oct 11, 2016 thank u bro I appreciate this. I'm just super paranoid though and think they've moved on or something, but ur right
Oct 11, 2016 Its no problem at all fam. I understand paranoia too. I've went off on people that I'm lucky to even have in my life on some paranoid s---. Just because my brain jumps to irrational conclusions out of worry from time to time. But you live, you learn, and hopefully grow as an individual. Appreciate every bit of happiness and love you find in life and try to give it back to those that are worth it. All you can do. Good luck fam
Oct 11, 2016 Experienced a similar thing at the start of the year. I'm not entirely sure what you are saying to your friends but have you tried organising a time to meet up with each other? The reason why they might not be putting in effort to talk to you is because you haven't either. Also this kinda seems lame but this song helped me a lot. Spoiler Really made me believe there was a light at the end of the tunnel. Kelly Price
Oct 11, 2016 thank u for posting man, I relate hard. Have done the same things before when it wasn't at all worth it. I will remember this. Appreciate u, thank u again.
Oct 11, 2016 I've been trying pretty hard to meet up with my friends, but I've been getting put off a lot. I thought it was cause they were avoiding or ignoring me, but I honestly think they're just hella busy now. And I agree, low-key I'm not really religious or at least church going but I heavily f--- with Ultralight Beam and the other gospel-ly songs on TLOP.
Oct 11, 2016 It's nearly winter/is winter in America right now isn't it? Just asking coz that may be a reason why you're friends aren't really keen on going out/hanging out.
Oct 11, 2016 I think you guys are just thinking about it too much. Everyone gets busy and you get more busy the older you get. Not only that but people have completely different schedules to others. Think of working a 9-5 job that kind of requires a bit of physical labour. When you finish I'm sure the last thing on most peoples minds is which friend theyre gonna call to hang with and more so think "f--- i want to go home" just an example. I used to feel like this at times, but I think as I've grown older i've started to understand that time away from friends makes you enjoy it more the next time you chill.
Oct 11, 2016 You're one of the best posters when you're not shitposting @Coco. We need to see this side of you more m8.
Oct 11, 2016 well, for some reason I haven't smoked any weed today. That might explain the lack of s--- toast, got a new avy lined up for when i power up and reach my final form tho
